Thursday, August 30, 2012

Birthday Post

I was waiting for this day, Peggy's birthday to do a big post about the Alzheimer's Walk, and how we raised over $5,000 over the past few years.  Getting a team together and writing everything in purple with easy links. What a wonderful way to celebrate her birthday. Upbeat, positive, showing gratitude and hope.

But, I don't feel like it.

I don't want to walk, I don't want to ask for money.  I feel hopeless.  I don't understand why it's people like us, in the front lines that have to do all the asking.   I don't want to fight, I don't want to beg, I don't want to celebrate.  Maybe tomorrow.